Unwinding @ a philosophical hour

Are We caught in this 'usualness of things' .. That we live Each moment thinking
that our road To perdition does not end here Or even worse its waiting To
start..We move On the same path every sunny day taking each day picking the
little stones that come our way. We lose each little bit fo life that keeps
flowing within us in that weight. We forget that the power house that pumps life
was'nt to climb the rock or burn the breath ..it was for something, something that
we all vcould lose without any fear of loosing it and so you know the biggest
fear that i see when i open my eyes this day is what if one day i start living
in the usualness of things.. that even a state of denial seems seemingly
different to me... that i wake up each day thinking that my bit of it is over and
that i have no hand in making the world spin.. that i am in consequential, that
i am incapable of making a difference in anyone's life, that i cant look into his
eyes and say that how much it means to me, that i keep moving on with no hope of
ever coming back to the things that belong to me, that language which gave
defination to every piece of emotion seems like and incongruent string on paper,
that i have nothing more left to hear that seems like music to me, that i look
outside the window and i have nothing to see and breathe, that everything that
touches me feels like water and dosnt flow through my eyes.. to all the years
that i have lived ,today seems taht he is smiling back to me that i feel that
yes maybe i have lived for this and will go on living for the same, while i
cross thae path of many taking them along giving them one smalll reason to
remember what it meant to ahve them by my side, to have them call my name in
their time of sorrow, to have me hold them and whisper to them what could bring
that spark in their eyes, that glow that seems brighter than light that ray that
cuts through all that that comes in between coz it isnt that from where it all
started but it is'nt where i shall end END....

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Moral of the story : avoid chaos : => give space n put fullstops to things at the right place n at the right time , dont drag them along ......
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Cheersthen :)
P>S: this post has the honour of being edited more than 25 times.. was it worth it:)

One full circle..

The background : [ok some one someday just happen to tell me that, that someone in general feels a little uncomfortable if that some one stays for a long time at some place.. well that simple statement which by grapevine happened to reach me on time killing chat session.. but yes it did trigger a thought...and i got something to write on the the theme which usually for me comes before the body of the blog...]

And i think i can now answer a simple question which our Mr Galileo, Copernicus, Magellan and the likes struggled to prove ---
And that was that the earth was Round and not Square..
Well all they forgot to say that life moves in circles too..
My assumption which I’l try to fit it into reality lets see how...
Even this blog has moved one full circle and that you will understand if you happen to be regular here and not necessarily by powers of geometrical understanding...
my educational career is coming to halt(as of now) and by that i mean classroom education. because Im growing old and I don’t have much time in hand..(well That also become a worry these days...)
Coz i have started viewing life in time spans of not less than 2..3..4..5 years..
Well i guess that’s how its going to be from now...let me quote a few not so hypothetical situations... you’ll be able to relate better..

1) Hanging on to your place of work for atleast the next 2- 3yrs obv there’s no limit to the maximum!!
Your next raise/appraisal/promotion/transfer/business person of the year award..:)
2) Paying of all kinds of loans in next three four five years years. and for me those include things which you are greedy for but don’t really have the money to pay at the moment..
3)Tying the scary (nuptial) knot after at least four five ten years:
4)Other things which as of now seem irritatingly irrelevant and impossible but will certainly come :P
5) Saving money for later later in life(10- 20% agreement on that)... investments shorter ,long term ,medium term, life term, Health, kids( ughh) education, marriage, death, rebirth... n blah blah...(hence forth the circles will be longer i guess)
6) And yes to feel what I feel here watch the friends episode ‘when they all turn thirty’…lol well well I am not that old.. but can sum how experience the pain coming…L

Guess that’s what they call broadening of our horizons is it..(Ouchh) it hurts already.. I don’t know how pleasant it will be... but yes have to wait and watch....and Yes maybe i like it...all that too will pass concentrically…another Chakkar begins…journey i mean..:)

Life is akin to a PPT

?)How many Presentations does an Average Bschooler
make ?!?Give?? See?? Listen?? Forget ?? during his bschooling time!!
?)How diff is life from a PPT.

?)How many times have you noticed the number of slides before sitting through an ordeal of listening to a marathon ppt..

?)Have u wondered what if there where no PPT'S?

With Slide Transitions happenning every second all you have to do is set your Master slide..(thats the decison of ur life)
You have no time to Undo or to look back and Redo...
Coz all files now are Read only..what u did for the past two years
Dosnt hold weight what matters is what u did fr the last 23 odd yrs of your life..

Use the Slide Sorter options well and your Master slide could really be grand..
Those flowery Header or Footers really dont matter..just keep the text in Bold..without any Shadows left behind...

You are fool if u thought that the Slide Design or Layout matters it dos'nt wat matters is the slide show, The alignments have to be perfect if possible the timely use of Pointers could clinch the deal.

As far as possible d0nt hide ur slides..keep ur notes ready and yes u have no auto correct options..all that matters is You..
No gray scales in the end.. Only Black and white..

After innumerous custom shows and Rehearsal of Timings the grand gala show places you in a time span of few minutes...

So present your PPT well they tell me and you a lot about you :)

RealiSationS ...Part 1ne

This is the Part one of the Part Two.. So Read it Carefully
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Never board a Virar local..(if you dont wanna go dere dat is.)coz if sumthin has to go wrong it wil go wrong in TherE
Buses run faster than autorickshaws in Mumbai....
Mumbaikars are civilized in a unique way :)
Mumbai is always lucky for me and the love hate realtionship continues!!
Computers is one thing like most other things which u learn the best yourself!
Your bosses will never have time for you and when dey do have you will just not be under the right circumstances!
Your first day of fieldwork will be surprisingly positive!
Your effeciency levels will be high only ifyou are doing things you love to do
provided you are not gettin paid for it.
You will surprise yourself very often just like life.
Its always better to be evaluated for your work rather than on the work that de
best salon in de city has done for you;)
Expect miracles when u expect them the least
The boss that looks most appreciative and impressed will be the most critical in the end so beware.
Never count your money it will always be lesser than u thought.
Cheap places sell the best food.
The shortest meetings end up being the longest ones..
The maximum work u will do will be always on thursdays.
Keys lost are never found...
To be continued!!!

Life smells good here...
i rubbed ny eyes again again and yet again.. and then all i have bben doing is smiling this time rubbing it in..:-)
thats how it was... and who says goos things always come in small sizes they come in emails too...
and then u know im growing up and grwoing older too.. getting close to things which ill HAVE to DO or stop doing soon...
so yet another birthday!!..this time a lil different.. close to people i have been far off from and far way from those aho i have been close to for long..
Great day and only the few get to be a part of it only those close to my heart come close to my birthday cake…I know u would say its not fair but yes its only dark cakes that I always liked..heheheWell it smells good you know the air around.. Learning about perfumery. France and the HIM something that’s going to become a bigger part of my life…a month that’ll be a forerunner to coming years..
And the big b’s in life.. Big B himself..Boss,.Business..ByeFriends,,Brands,,.Bombay im running all around them..
k the next shantaram not so soon.. Am still not geared up for competition but Yes I have all the background settings ready… So kindly wait..Watch out!!!
What??
Nothing…
That’s it.
Lookin at the wall clock.
Time up..
Urs MEJ

i mE OthErs aND AMitaBh....

Life smells good here..
I rubbed my eyes ..again.. once again..and yet again.. and then all I have been doing is smiling..this time rubbing it in:). that’s how it was..good things dont always come in small sizes.. they come in E-mails too..
And then you know as im growin up am growin older too.. that’s sumthing I hv been realizing.. getting closer to things which I will HAVE to do or STOP doing soon…
So yet another Birthday! a different one close to people I have been far off for long .... far away from those who I been have close ...... Great day and only the few get to be a part of it only those close to my heart come close to my birthday cake…..I know u would say its not fair but yes its only dark cakes that I always liked.....;P
Well it smells good you know the air around.. Learning about perfumery,France and the HIM something that’s going to become a bigger part of my life…a month that’ll be a forerunner to coming years..

And continuing the big B’s in life..
Big B himself..Boss,.Business..ByeFriends,,Brands,,.Bombay and Budgets,blogs im running all around them..
k the next Shantaram not so soon.. Am still not geared up for competition but Yes I have all the background settings ready… So kindly wait n Watch out!!!
What??
Nothing…
That’s it.
Lookin at the wall clock.
Time up..
Urs ME:)

Too Good to be True....THE best EVER

Have u ever had that feelin..
Have u ever smiled at sumone with watered eyes..
Have u ever pinched urself hard enough only to find that ur not dreaming!!
Something touched me just the way i thought nothing could..
Believe me nothings made in heaven or meant to be..i have never beleived in these lines which people keep throwing to others and themsleves very often when things are outta their control,beyond their circle of influence...coz what is real is and is only ur belief and persistence to hold on to something..and u can turn things around in just the perfect way that even the universe conspires..... (in the words of u know whom)
Im happy to say that im the third happiest person in my small world..
Love:)