On the year gone by

2009..its been about self discovery...personal accomplishments..travel and learning..crossing of a few bridges, good to bad to worse choices, some calculative and some natural feats.. here's completing the act...2010 I see brings another rollercoaster ride...

Here's to yet another block..
The sound bells of silence,
Ringing through the head
The melange of the past
Some alive, some dead
Some tickle, some scare
Awefull enough to shut your eyes
Candid enough to make you stare,,
A year that came full circle
And concaved before it ends..
Now an encaspulated journey
Meandering with reckless bends,,
Are you caught by those white noises
But they can’t really hear you out..
Are you dumbfounded by choices
But you can’t live any beyond doubt,,
Does it turn into Farce
When you turn to give meaning
Does it all vanish into vapour
When you harden it to feel it,,
But those moments that we walked
Natural acts with an obvious ploy
Even that lasted for a whisker
No regrets nor any burdens of joy,,
And tiptoeing we walk on the fences
Keep moving for a final stop
On this bed and that soil
To just one more block,,

P.S : On deliberation this poem has a negative element , not the intended mood and tone..
Photo - Canary Wharf, April 09

Single focus , Double Thoughts..
Go where you want to spread the torch..
Take the string and pull the chord..
Look up in search of the lord..

Dig through deep hollow wells..
Take me there to the road that ends..
Show me the window which opens to the hill..
Pass by me even if your shadows will..

Switch it on when the time says play..
Open in the dark and close by the day..

Flicker the flame when the wind stood still.
Cheat the chest on those wind mills..

Blow the trumpet if the curtains go down..
Take your arrow and shoot the clowns..
Push the wall that lies between..
Colour all those open and opaque screens..

Prick the thorns that lie on the stems..
Tick the times when you are at the bends..
Tailor the stiches that lie within..
Clamp your feet and Roger that film..

Deep below there lies a golden chest..
In your hunger for the quest..
Into oblivion your several dreams..
But the undying focus still screams..

Photo: Atlantic wharf, Cardiff

of learning the things you love...

"So have you loved painting, paint for youself the sunrise every mornin, you love music sing passionately even in the bathroom, not enough.. bathe more than the average number of times you would, love the strings of the guitar, buy youself one you'll treasure all your life as your first love,love the mountains travel all by yourself incognito...love to dance, join the troupe so what if you have the ugliest partner, love to cook and bake do that for every person you love..if thats not enough start loving more and more people to have enough cakes to bake...love photography keep your cam wherever you go coz you never know when life gives you the perfect shot.. just dont wait for loving the things you learn or ought to learn in life but learn things you have loved (jus plain vanila is sometimes better than a nutty butterscotch life afterall ;) "

Life smells good here...
i rubbed ny eyes again again and yet again.. and then all i have bben doing is smiling this time rubbing it in..:-)
thats how it was... and who says goos things always come in small sizes they come in emails too...
and then u know im growing up and grwoing older too.. getting close to things which ill HAVE to DO or stop doing soon...
so yet another birthday!!..this time a lil different.. close to people i have been far off from and far way from those aho i have been close to for long..
Great day and only the few get to be a part of it only those close to my heart come close to my birthday cake…I know u would say its not fair but yes its only dark cakes that I always liked..heheheWell it smells good you know the air around.. Learning about perfumery. France and the HIM something that’s going to become a bigger part of my life…a month that’ll be a forerunner to coming years..
And the big b’s in life.. Big B himself..Boss,.Business..ByeFriends,,Brands,,.Bombay im running all around them..
k the next shantaram not so soon.. Am still not geared up for competition but Yes I have all the background settings ready… So kindly wait..Watch out!!!
What??
Nothing…
That’s it.
Lookin at the wall clock.
Time up..
Urs MEJ

Too Good to be True....THE best EVER

Have u ever had that feelin..
Have u ever smiled at sumone with watered eyes..
Have u ever pinched urself hard enough only to find that ur not dreaming!!
Something touched me just the way i thought nothing could..
Believe me nothings made in heaven or meant to be..i have never beleived in these lines which people keep throwing to others and themsleves very often when things are outta their control,beyond their circle of influence...coz what is real is and is only ur belief and persistence to hold on to something..and u can turn things around in just the perfect way that even the universe conspires..... (in the words of u know whom)
Im happy to say that im the third happiest person in my small world..
Love:)